I have to say that my 4 yr. old is probably the funniest person in my family -- he comes up to me after we have been picking on each other for a while and with a HUGE smile on his face he will say something like "You are headed for a big time out Mom!" You see my hubby is Mexican and we call him little nicknames in Spanish and he really thinks that is funny -- He will turn right around and say it back to you as if he really understand what it is that he just called us -- I am the one who has to tell him what we have been calling him and then he will laugh and continue to call us the same names for about 3 - 4 days or until he learns something new!!! Oh man!!

My 6 month old is starting to get his own personality too!! He will smile at you sorta like a China man -- NO OFFENSE TO ANYONE!! It is actually very cute looking!!He reminds me of his old brother -- he did the same thing but when he would do it he would tip his head backward a bit!! Do they know that they are cute??? You better believe it!!! Proud Mama here!!!!!!

In my last post I was telling you about the guilt trip WELL here is a trip for you -- My mom actually told me not to panic about Christmas in that we would figure out a way to just have Christmas twice!! Works for me and that way nobody will be upset or sad Good plan!!!

I am grateful to those of you who have written to me and I just wanted to say that I will not be going back to a certain blog -- John knows I went back further and OH my God the things that this person was writing would make a sailor blush!!! So my hat is off to you John (Sorry can not remember the numbers after your name)

So for now that is it -- Little Mister (6 month old) is starting to cry -- his first cold or should I say cough nothing else...Someone should invent a cough medicine for infants under the age of 1....There's a thought!!!

So good night to you and see you again soon!!!

Merry Christmas and Feliz Navidad para ti!!!

Here I go... I use to write another blog but quit that one because of my family and some of our so called friends!!

I will not bore anyone with all the details but here is a hint -- My husband and I have 2 small children and I have to older children from another relationship. Anyways, my parents have my 2 older children and now that the holidays are here eveything should be happy -- WRONG!!! Our car is not running very well and it is a long trip to get to my parents house -- anywho, I emailed them to let them know that the car is not ok and that we would not be able to come down until we can figure out what is going on with the car... Now comes the guilt trip becuz they have my other 2 they feel that under no circumstances that I should be there for my kids --DUH!!! So they write "Do what you have to do -- we are use to being alone for the holidays!!" Like it is my fault that the damn car is not running good enough for them for us to make a 100 mile trip for one day!!! It is not like they could get in their car and drive up here for a change since my kids have OTHER grandparents to see that they do not get to see becuz of my parents are always saying -- it is too far and we can not afford the gas--AS if we could??!!

So now I am in a rock and a hard place I don't want to upset my kids but at the same time I hate having to stay home becuz of something so stupid like our car... I should be use to the guilt trips by now they have had my kids for a long time and yet I am the only one of their kids that comes to their house for the holidays and spend most of the day with all of them and then have to drive the furthest home -- Am I bitchin??? YUP!! I can now becuz they do not know about this blog and I am not going to tell them if anyone wants to go to their blog spot they would read of how bad of a parent I was to my older kids and everything bad that happened to them was all my fault and yet I TOO was a victim but they will never see that --More on the story another time... BAD STORY that one!!!

Please feel free to write whatever you want to me-- I will not delete you unless I feel that what you say is a bunch of shit!!! I am a very nice person to most every one but I can not stand for people to judge me anymore!!!

There is one blogger that I would like to thank and her name is "Bored Housewife" This woman is not afraid to speak her mind about anything and I feel like that way too!! Thanks to her I can vent about anything that I feel like except I will never be putting pictures on my blog -- I can't no scanner!!!

I only have one rule with my blog and please be good about this -- there are two words that I will not tolerate on my blog and they are C### and F###!!! Thank you for that!!

Well for now I guess that's it almost 1 a.m and I am beat!! My youngest of less than a yr. old will be up in about 5 hours...

So for now kiddies I am off to bed and will be back tomorrow!!!